Now, I understand why it is not upside-down.
The more listening of your songs, the more tears coming to wet my heart. I thought I have tried my best to be a good Catholic, go to church every day, join Bible study with my friends, requested you go to church with me on Sunday, use biblical teaching to regulate you, and apply God’s words to scold you. My intention was trying to stimulate and raise your willpower for yourself, but I actually created massive pressure on you and made you could not breathe. You never complain but just followed because you don’t want to hurt my heart. Ironically, all of my executions gave you the worst experiences of a Catholic, made you don’t want to see me and hear me again, and eventually pushed you out. This is not what I want, and I believe this is also not what you wish to initially. It is too late to say this, useless and worthless, but I still want you to open the door to let me say sorry and listen to my confession. If God can do it, will you too?
We are missing you very much. Please take care.
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