This is the 6th week you are away from home. Don’t know how do you feel right now, but I feel that it is not easy for you and for us. If there is a time machine, I definitely will go back to fix our issues and won’t let this situation happen. Yes, as you said, it is too late, but it is also up to you if you want to fix it or not.

Through this, we see what is hopeless and helpless. I have called that police who talked to you and us frequently, but he never picks up the calls or replies, even he promised that he is willing to help. There is no connection that can help us to know where are you, how are you doing, or just simply did you get our emails or messages? With this no feedback or acknowledgment, I have created a blog, DearAaron.com, to keep our prayers and some messages there, in case you don’t read email or text messages. 

As I told you that we started working with therapists to fix ourselves and our family issues. We committed to change. This therapist is very helpful, absolutely confidential and everything is private without sharing with anyone including parents or police. Please let me know, if you like to have one, I can provide you a list you can contact them by yourself. Hopefully, you can grow together through this independent experience.

I think you still remember that Jesus went to the wilderness to experience the challenge of temptations, after 40 days and 40 nights, he returned. Please see Why Jesus was 40 Days in the Wilderness for details. He was not affected by any those temptations and returned after 40 days. I believe through your current experiences, you have explored so many things and so many temptations, wish you have your own righteous judgment to keep you not into temptations and deliver you from every evil. This Sunday is the 40th day that you left home and also the Mother’s day. Jesus did it and came back, will you too?

Please take care of yourself. Do not reject those people who are really trying to help you from their heart. Do not get into any temptations and reject any evil who is purposely helping you. May God bless you and the Holy Spirit be with you and guide you through all of these.

May it be an evening star shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls, your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road. Oh! How far you are from home
Mornië utúlië (Quenya: Darkness has come), believe and you will find your way
Mornië alantië (Quenya: Darkness has fallen), a promise lives within you now
May it be the shadow's call will fly away
May it be your journey on to light the day
When the night is overcome, you may rise to find the sun
Mornië utúlië (Quenya: Darkness has come), believe and you will find your way
Mornië alantië (Quenya: Darkness has fallen), a promise lives within you now